I'm 15. ednos. bulimic.height: 5' 4"
weight: 107 lbs.
gw: 100
ugw:80
I hate feeling full.
I hate gaining weight.
I hate being bloated.
I hate worrying about calories.
I hate purging.
I hate being fat.
I hate the angry voices in my head.
I hate hating myself.
I hate everything that is caused by eating.
I’m done with food.Forever.
(via dietandcigarettes)
Once you try to kill yourself, your life is changed forever. You can’t seem to function properly, and even on the years to come when someone mentions suicide near you you flinch a bit. You take suicide jokes as a mockery of your pain and you take people’s laughter as the end of your friendship. Once you’ve attempted nothing seems right anymore, and nothing will for a really long time.
(Source: forevermisgiven, via nothing-lasts-f0reverr)
